confrontation is a big thing.
its scary, terrifying
makes me wanna avoid it.
i wanted to turn away and leave
but i didnt

the outcome was alittle unexpected
yet it wasnt
like i knew something similar may happen
but when it did
i knew that we'll give in

after this it made me realise that
im a pretty harsh person
rather cold hearted and firm
its really a double edged sword to me

maybe its because deep down
i dont wanna be soft, kind
to be taken advantage of..
thats why i have to stay strong

hahah what a contradiction
when the outcome was different
but im willing to give a 2nd chance
because i know how it feels like
to be ostracized openly

the fact that we spoke out loud
is an indication that we're giving a chance
haha
i realised that only at the end


hope the decision was a wise one!
*keeping fingers crossed


hahahahhah