i know i promise to post happier stuff but today wasnt really the best day i've had.

in fact almost everything went awry so im doing some self-reflection :)

i realized i had no fiery passion for something i desire badly, 

til the extent that if i dont have/possess it, i'll be horribly upset and dejected.

might be because i give up too easily or that i trust the fate of whoever's up there

that what's mine will be mine eventually

this laid back personality of mine seems like a cover to hide the true self of mine

that i cannot take the consequence of failure/not getting what i wanted.

im too afraid of the unknown ahead 

which is ridiculous as who knows what lies ahead for us yeah~

i know my flaws and i know what i can/cant do

what im lacking is the trust in myself 

and i need to find that in me ASAP! hahah

on a lighter note: its the olympics games!

gymnastics will definitely be my fav, no questions there ^^

synchronized diving was awesome too

didnt watch table tennis-despite everyone was saying about it

hey, it was showing the same time as my gymnastics yo!

haha

TIME WAITS FOR NO MAN

i will need to change the way i think, more positive thoughts instilled!

as they say: if u cant change them, join them! :) 

so i will count the small happy things in my life everyday and treasure those.

when facing hard times, i will clench my teeth and face it as it always just 

looks scarier than it really is-

i wish everyone a blessed day! its AUG, nearing SPORE's BIRTHDAYYY :D LOL