i've noticed i usually have an urge to update my blog

when im feeling down or depressed. 

i guess its because i always keep my feelings to myself 

and laugh it off in front of others, 

acting like it doesnt affect me. 

its easier not to care so it wont hurt 

but i cant quite decide when to stop feeling right?

that aside, this quote below has somehow enlightened me a little! 

"good and bad things will always happen in life. 

you just have to keep living and not stress over what you cant control"

hence i've decided to focus on 

the good things that happen to me and 

throw away all negative thoughts (as much as possible!)

AND IT'S GOING TO BE CHINESE NEW YEAR SOON!

hahaha im half looking forward to it (angbaos! hehe)

but its also a time for me to catch up with friends 

whom i havent talked to for so long! 

and of course all the cny goodies!!

chinese new year is usually one of my fav holidays

its so much fun going around to people's houses

and gamble, chit chat and just hang around :)

ahh i'll probably miss you, my longest friend since pri sch!

its the first new year that we aren't meeting but 

thats part of life and part of growing up isnt it. haha

take care my friend! i miss you already! 

ohwells. thats it for this post! hahahaa