im not blind
im not someone without feelings
im not oblivious to my surroundings
i can tell when im not wanted
i can feel when im not welcomed
i can feel when im the odd one out

might be something that i've done
might be something that i shld do but didnt
might be a million other reasons for the outcome

i feel weird, i feel that i do not belong there
maybe its the aura that i give off that i dont wanna be there
its probably because of me, my attitude that puts ppl off

it disturbs me badly
and im irritated because of it
i would rather be alone if this keeps up..