ohmytian been so long since i wrote smth here

looking back i've been rather emo..

suppressing my feelings and emotions

horrible things happened

most recent is project

its prob th easier way to break up human relations

cant believe such ppl exist but they do

thinks he's smart, like smarty pants

but produces shitty than shit work

cause me to lose 3days worth of precious slp!!

but i believe that things all do happen for a reason

life wont be smooth sailing always

there'll always be a wall ahead, no matter the height

the aim is to always overcome it and not avoid

despite all unhappy stuff

there's been happy stuff since i joined a new cca- tchoukball

was half-hearted in joining at first

but things changed n i was glad i made friends w this grp of ppl (:

suddenly i became busier but life becomes more fulfilling

because i know cca will cease to exist once i graduate

i dont want regrets, hate them and i wan to do the best i can

haha yes im motivated! sad to say results have suffered

BUT i will never give up!!!

actions speak louder than words

so i gotta prove to myself that i can do it!